After receiving disappointing news on Sunday night, I fought hard in prayer with God. We talked, and I called out for Jesus to help me sleep and not worry. The next morning, I again felt a bit paralyzed by the news. Spending my morning in prayer really helped me re-focus my energy and be active in finding a solution.
Today, I listened to "Thy Will," by Hillary Scott. I took care to really listen to the lyrics. They had me crying in no time. I especially hold on to the raw honest line: "I know you're good, but this don't feel good right now." It is a bit shameful to admit that, but God uses that feeling to draw me closer to Him.
G: "...quick to listen, slow to anger." ~James 1:19
L: patient endurance means to continue gods will, even in light of criticism. He has planned every step.
A: {from Savor} Do I trust that God meets my needs, or am I impatient and ravenous, needing to meet them all myself? I need to draw closer to God and be willing to follow wherever he leads.
M: empty me of myself so I may be more like You. I don't want my impatience or anger or frustration to reflect poorly on my Savior. When I react poorly, I'm not being a confident follower of Jesus.
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